Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hai Hai. I’m back again after half year. Dah berhabuk dah
sebab lama sangat tinggal. Semoga semua dalam keadaan sejahtera hati dan jiwa.
Masih bernafas dalam jiwa hamba.
Its already December of 2015. Sangat singkat rasanya tahun
2015 ini berlalu dan sekarang sudah ingin melangkah pergi. Banyak kenangan
manis dan pengalaman yang dapat dilalui sepanjang tahun ini. Tahun dimana dapat
balik Malaysia and see my mom and dad, and I can feel careers world when I got
a job at Tesco for a while and I can buy my dress for Aidilfitri with my own
salary. Oh, I’m felt great !
But, its also though year for me. Very though in my life. Yeah,
every post of me I always state that my life is so hard and sad but I think
this is the most. Hmm.. Dr Fadzilah Kamsah told, October person is easily discouraged.Huhu,really
need to change. But I try to put my trust on Him. He bring me here and He will
not leave me alone.
The starting is , that moment when I got my result of last
semester, I’m really feel very useless. I cant make my parents happiness, I cant
get the scholarship, I have to leave my bacthmates and I’m lost my own
confident totally. Just in a blink of the eyes. I’m dying.
But now, after 2 months that’s full with ‘weird’ action of
mine,err.. kind of rebellion maybe, I’m just realized. That I must go on and
take it as a challenges of my journey. I still have another chances to make it
right.
Kesian kawan-kawan, terpaksa face dengan sikap yang pelik
dan kadangkala merbahaya jugakla. Sebab rasa lifeless sangat. Sila jangan tiru
aksi ini, okay ?
Then, bermulalah langkah dan plan saya untuk semester ini. I
got my schedule for mid term examination. It will be at the last of Jan.Please,do
pray for me. I have make a new schedule for my study, and I also take a
tuition. Takdelah tuition sangat pun, more kepada personal learning with one of
my friend here.
Nak cerita sikit pasal kawan saya ni. Saya kenal dia dah hampir
5 tahun,sebelum datang Mesir lagi dah kenal. Bagus kawan saya ni. Dia selalu
tolong. Paip bocor, lampu rosak, flush tak berfungsi, nak cari photographer and
so many things lagi yang dia dah tolong. Banyak betul kemahiran dia. Saya minta
dia ajar saya memandangkan saya suka cara dia mengajar . Lebih luas pengalaman
dan pandangan. Saya lebih faham dan nampak secara praktikalnya teori-teori yang
saya baca dalam buku. Dah masuk tahun keempat, baru tahu paru-paru berair tu
adalah acute pulmonary edema. Really, I’m just reading a medicine book like a
story book ja sebelum ni. Huh ! Teruk betul.
And the next plan is income. I’m really need to find a
money. I’m searching for any job here. If you know, please contact me. In this
Jan, I will be a babysitter. Please do pray for me memandangkan saya takda
pengalaman sangat nak handle baby ni melainkan pernah jaga sekejap sekejap
saja. Bila dah jadi babysitter ni, kena mandikan dia, kena bagi dia susu yang
ibunya dah bekalkan, kena tidurkan dia dan kena main main dengan dia. Ohmai,
taktahulah boleh ke tak. When I ask my mom’s opinion, she said that “you must
be cautions because it is highly risk job but it also good for your future.”
Grrr.. lambat lagi
la..huhu.
Okay, its really long enough. Takut nanti orang penat dah
nak baca. We will meet again next time. Its very nice if I can know your
opinion or comments anything about me. Just for courage other people to make
something good. You guys can drop comment down below or do contact me.
Thank you !
Dearself,
Smile sis, be strong and stay strong.
Wassalam.
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